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Skills, they say , require practice.
Just look at your biking skills, when you used to ride a bike in school, then after awhile you found yourself wabbled alot on the bike . As soon as you got on it, you’ll the hang of it again.
Kindness is something you give to people because of what you have. No matter what it is : stuff or attention. It takes two to make it work. One should be willing to give, the other should be open to receive. When one of those fails to contribute, such act can not be defined as kindness. It also requires practice to get to know what things mean alot for one another.
Farewell, is the thing I have been out of practice. I am not really and have never been used to. I never wanted to. When the time is approaching, I usually run away and conceal my self in a I-dont-need-you-so-i-will-not-miss-you mode. Why? Coz I have been never good at coping with it. Denial? Some psychologist fancy the words so much but In would rather substitute the word with “processing to cope with changes”. Just tell those shrink to analyze their own feeling when they have to deal with real things but their clients. It ’s allright to deny it for awhile. It’s allright to try.
Guess I am just preparing some allibi and justification and faking smiles while I am hiding behind the pantry door choked with my madness. Guess that … I’ll never pass that way again…
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