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Some people do not know whether they dream during their sleep. Some can’t recall whether they dream in black and white, or colorful.
I have some dreams I remember vividly. Some need personal interpretation, and for such superstitious reasons might be an indication or somekind of premonition.
Recent dreams I have, about people I wish to vent my anger at. I could feel the boiling temperature in my blood while thinking of their wrongdoings or misdeeds. I swear I would love to let the words flow from my shaky brain and make their lives’ miserable.
Somehow, this guy I live with seems to have all reasons in the world to calm me down. As he gently says ” whatever you do and say is your investment for later life”, I ‘d be a fool to be burned with my anger.
I know I have the capacity to mock, accuse and point others’ fault. I could tell the whole world that I am damn better than these culprits. But then , what do I get? Respect? Dignity? Contentment?
Then last night before we went to bed, my eldest son lead the prayer. Unexpectedly, twice. The next thing I remember was I woke up in the morning feeling unsually relief. I recalled that I dreamed of trying to blow my anger but i ended up giving some soft spoken advice to the person. Afer that I felt extremely heartlifted without the urge of taking any revenge. I gave it up.
Thank you God, for keeping me in your company . n for the dream.
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